Stayed in the cutest little shack with the most amazing views from our back verandah 😻 You can't see them in this photo but there was 2 kangaroos like 3 meters away from us and then like 10 more only 10 meters away, it was amazing !
well now that that mild breakdown existential crisis has been procrastinated and put off to a later time where it'll probably inconveniently come back in an unfortunately quick period of time, fun fact I type in parentheses a lot because I feel like most if what I say is unwanted, unnecessary, off topic, and useless :))))
(me because I have no talents so I've accomplished literally nothing in life so instead I just get super invested in accomplishments of people around me) even though I feel dead and hate everything in life now, @meghnabalakrishnan good luck at state !!! Even though I hate myself and don't believe in me at all, I believe in you !!! you can do this !!!! good luck tomorrow !!!! just because I have no talent and have given up on life at least you still can do this and be amazing at life !!!
today was supposed to be a good day. I guess it was, in general, but the one or two bad things that happen, they shadow over everything else, filling it all with stained connotations of sadness, emptiness, and loneliness, despite being surrounded with everyone, everywhere. So much happened today and I'm so confused like I saw someone I haven't really seen by myself in for years and I think I'm lost and I don't even know. I just need to find somewhere to turn into
how can people do this? maybe I'm just not god enough, not strong enough, not smart enough. Not enough to live, to thrive. I haven't been living for a while. I can't. I try and I try, but it's just
I can't do this