so I went to hershey park today (that's why I haven't posted) and my family went with some family friends and we all went in our mini van and during the 6 min drive from the hotel to the park one of the family friends told me to play some of the music I like (bc I've been wearing tĂ¸p merch the whole time we've been here lol I've seen a bunch of clique members it's sick as frick). anyways, I was debating what song to play and my dad told me to play car radio bc it's one of his favorites. so I played it, and not even halfway through it all of the family friends were like insulting it and hated it and said how they didn't like rap so I was like okay I'll play one with less rap. then I played polarize (I should've played tear in my heart smh) and I was like "is this better?" and he was like "yeah I guess, but that's not saying much" and kinda just smirked and I was so pissed off and I could tell my dad was pretty aggravated too bc he's rly started liking them bc I've introduced tĂ¸p to him. and so I kinda got over it and let it go for the rest of the day and had fun and stuff then when we were saying goodbye to them and the female family friend hugged me and said "I may not like your music but I like you" and I was just like "urmmm thx" and was frustrated all over again and ughhh it's been such a long day and I'm tired and my feet hurt and if you read all of this then I'm sorry for wasting your time I just had to rant..
Finished the double sided Josh Dun badge!!
I'm really happy with how it turned out and if I ever get to meet Josh I'll give this to him
Now I gotta make one for Tyler :3 this was really fun to make so I'm excited to make another one
If You Forget Me
I want you to know
You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.
If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.
if each day,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine