"Look at you. You're young. You're scared. Why are you so scared? Stop being paralyzed. Stop swallowing your words. Stop caring about what other people think. Wear what you want. Say what you want. Listen to the music you want to listen to. Play it loud as fuck and dance to it. Go out tonight and forget you have to work the next day. Stop waiting for Friday. Live now. Do it now. Take risks. Tell secrets. This life is yours." 💕
I was once very strong.
Until I developed a skin which was not merely mine own.
Until I received the redness and weakness from my strong meal.
Until my hands shivered and pained while writing.
Until my very much loved hair died while combing.
Until my body couldn't stand my own weight.
Until the regular meet's to some places became an irregular one.
Until I became untouched, and everybody left me except few.
Until "sharing" no more existed for me.
Until people left me because I couldn't meet them anymore.
Until I faded away;
Faded away from this glorious and ticking world.
Until I realised that "happiness" can't stand still at someone's feet. Until people laughed at me because they thought I was faking.
That's how abnormal feels and this is not normal.. But I am strong still and will remain forever, even if I die.
You are always alone and you suffer the things alone. You are a mess for yourself and a blessing for yourself. You are n-one for one. This is not your time and you are brave brave enough to deal with it. Kick off the bad time and don't wait for a good one, in fact, convert your bad time..And if you fail then... I will be right here, reader. I will be right here.