I'm so afraid that 1D might not come back. I know they promised and I want to trust them, but it just doesn't seem like they are going to come back. And I'm really scared. I know it's selfish, but they really, seriously saved my life, I'm not joking and I don't know what is going to happen to me when they're not here anymore. I also know that they're still going to exist as solo artists, but it's not the same. It's not the band that saved my life, they're not going to be there anymore and I'm afraid that I'll fall back into the black hole they got me out of. And I'm being so selfish. I'm really sorry, I know I'm not the only one out there who's afraid of losing them. It's just, they were the only ones who were always there for me and I'm not ready to lose them.
Thanks if you read this mess I call my thoughts♡