I finally told my friends I think I'm bisexual, but I was kinda drunk, and then I just started crying because I'm just so confuse and scared and also really unhappy, and now I have looked back on it I don't want to go to school, I'm so nervous.
I dreaded the day before I even got out of bed. School wasn't very exciting at all. High school would probably be better if I wasn't stuck in this hellhole girls school.
For some reason my parents felt that I would be able to pay more attention here. Honestly it's worst because of all the drama and hormones. There's hell, believe me ... I've seen it. (Girls sync their period dates, imagine a whole high school of girls on their shark week at once). Anyways my parents were wrong. Despite the lack of male specimens in my life I was still head over heels for one testosterone filled life form, Justin Drew Bieber.
He was my life. He was my saviour... basically he's my everything. He gives me hope, and has taught me how to believe and to never say never (iconic). He was genuinely a pure person; yes he had made some mistakes in the past but who hasn't? The fact is that you learn from your mistakes and not let them change who you are. He's the only thing that has inspired me.
I've never felt this way before about anyone. His voice makes my heart stop, his face makes my mind blank. He's absolute perfection. I could give my life for him without thought. His very existence in this world is such a blessing to me. Without him I'm nothing. He is everything to me and without him I don't think I'd be alive right now. Justin is my reason to live and I wish I could thank him for all he's done for me. I think I'm in love with him, every single thing about him makes me go crazy, his blonde hair, his soft lips, his warm eyes.
I've never seen him concert and it kills me. I always watch videos of his concerts and wishing how badly I want to go see him. The part that rips my heart out is when he picks the OLLG (one less lonely girl). I would literally bawl my eyes out because I wanted to be his OLLG so badly. It would make me feel so special to be serenaded by such an angel. The way his entire attention is only on you, the way he holds you and makes you feel like the most loved girl in the world, it's just an intimate moment with him that you would never forget.